I’m borderline totally freaked out. Trying to push everythign as far out of my mind as possible but it keeps creeping back into my head, why the heck do I not just stay home in my little town and do some normal things?! Nope, I always have to go abroad and not see my family and friends for a while and wander off. Yeah. I sit in my teenage room here and I’ve got all my things here and I get really sad about only being able to take two suitcases along. Stupid, huh? It’s not like I need all the crap that I have here but I get melancholic even when I take one of my mugs out of our kitchen cabinet to make tea. STUPID!
It’s just kind of weird, seeing that I was waiting for this visa to go through since August and now that it’s finally close to happening, I panick because it’s all going so quickly (the plan is to get the OK on Friday, have a party on Saturday (you’re invited if you’re near Hildesheim!!)receive the visa on Monday, fly out Tuesday). Though thinking about that, I might have to fly out Wednesday so I don’t have to panick about not getting my passport in time. Hmmmm. Something to think about in case I do get it.
Ahhhhh! I’ll be back in a year, nothing to worry about but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Anyway, I’m collecting binding ties right now. What do you think? work contract for 01/01/2009, letter from my local sports club, my local registration card (Meldebescheinigung), list of upcoming big family events in Germany, liability and glasses (Fielmann Nulltarif :-D) insurance contracts, bank account statement, print outs of my stock funds (not that I have many but I figure stocks are kind of a long term investment so it might be a good thing to take along). Other than that I could take a photo of the German boyfriend and me or a letter from my parents saying that all my crap is at their place and I’d better get back and take care of it. Any other ideas? *panicks*
8 more days…
… until I know if I’ll get my internship visa or not! I just set up my appointment at the consulate a minute ago. Loads of things to do now! Yikes! But yay, only 8 more days of uncertainty! Woot! 😀 Thanks for crossing your fingers so far! Keep going pleaaase! 🙂
Vacation Bummer
Awww big bummer, I was getting all excited because my friend Juliane had gotten next week off from work and we were gonna fly somewhere warm like Turkey. But now one of her fellow doctors (I think it’s really cool that one of my best friends is going to be a doctor by the way!) is out sick and so the hospital told her they need her. Hmpf. Bummer. 28°C, sunshine, the beach and all you can eat sure sounded like a nice plan. 🙁 She’s got the week after off but I can’t leave that week since I have some errands to run near Bielfeld and Frankfurt. Gugh. So we’ll see where operation vacation is heading towards. I might not go at all since most people have already used their vacation days for this year or have just started working or what not. Let me tell you, going on holiday is really one of the big things that make me wanna be not single but date some hot hunk that wants to travel with me but oh well, better than having some guy that wants to sit on a dull lake and fish all day long, huh?!
PS: My sister has just booked a trip to the Bahamas…. *wants too* 🙁
PPS: Graduation tomorrow – yay!